Brokenness Trio

by Filip Oscar

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1.
02:54
Side slide and warning wells Couples into muddy ground Your sleeves are hanging out Just enough to pull and shape An eye in thicker than water My spine and brain will never give in to you Oh, when the avalanche comes And it still feels like a dream Ice, salt and sugar on our lips Oh, when the avalanche comes And it still feels like a dream The ice, salt and sugar on our lips Dry out with a breeze Sleepless until it chills A leash through blue flames Come on till it burns you Standing against stained clones The thud of conscience shatters Another one of yourself Oh, undying never dwindling attention Capturing me in purity Emotion in shells Oh, undying never dwindling attention Capturing me in purity Emotion in shells
2.
03:44
Honey dripping down your back I know what you're thinking You are practically dead, open your heart Let's burn away I wanna do something dirty I wanna feel like I'm high Let's suffocate together We can choke all night You cut the story of losing life Acceptance of change and regret Your softly spoken voice It doesn't say the same I wanna pull on your heartstrings I wanna taste the beginning Let's suffocate together We can choke all night I wanna do something dirty I wanna feel like I'm high Let's suffocate together Heading straight to hell
3.
I woke up amidst a red wine haze With a part of my mind trying to escape a maze It wasn't until I saw your face And heard your voice, a sudden realisation that I'd be left with a choice I'd be left with a choice One that'd be surprisingly easy to make Like delving into the most delicious cake A girl with a beautiful name and Mind and body, face and of course your cute chin Didn't know what to expect this time I've never felt this way before The way we remind each other of how weird we are Life seems better than before
4.
03:20
The evidence of no one by your side As time is slowly making you blur eyed The pointless of staying here, bowing to your puppeteer The life ahead is written on your skin Hear the rain, prisoner on earth Guilt drags you back, colouring in me You'll hear the rain You'll hear the rain The rain The less you say the less you need to care Another day your heart will wear and tear To carry on with consequence, the crashing lack of confidence Never more is better than this mess You want To leave for good Your soul Is floating away Your eyes They bring me home Your soul Is floating away Hear the rain, prisoner on earth Guilt drags you back, colouring in me You'll hear the rain You'll hear the rain The rain
5.
05:47
Decisions only made on the day Keep hanging onto the edge of your bed Bipolar with apathy on display I've decided the book will remain unread This closure was anything but expected I am having troubles saying Anything that isn't disconnected The past few weeks are still replaying Losing out, subverted, fucking hell I'm giving up on listing All the reasons, being careful, fucking hell The fact that I have to see you so soon Even though we agreed that this wasn't the case Another reason to drink in the afternoon Every ending seems to be the worst-case This closure was anything but expected I am having troubles saying Anything that isn't disconnected The past few weeks are still replaying Losing out, subverted, fucking hell I'm giving up on listing All the reasons, being careful, fucking hell Fucking hell Fucking hell Fucking hell, oh fuck It felt like the situation wasn't real Especially the perfect moments we snapped with our phones We're polar opposites and I knew this was part of the deal I'm still shaken by what I felt in my bones This closure was anything but expected I am having troubles saying Anything that isn't disconnected The past few weeks are still replaying Losing out, subverted, fucking hell I'm giving up on listing All the reasons, being careful, fucking hell Spiralling down in fright A lapse in rational thought Well, I'm spiralling down in fright A lapse in rational thought Withdrawal from you Withdrawal from you Withdrawal from you Withdrawal from you Withdrawal from you Withdrawal from you
6.
03:41
You've mastered what it takes to spit out all the words But then you clean it up, the way you call me Out like mister misery, let's put our legs to rest Oh, the dunes you shape to dress up all the mental scars That only I have felt and now we're walking Masquerading down the high street in clothes of wisdom You've mastered what it takes to leave it all behind But then you patch it up as if the smile and Warmth was never really there, let's put our legs to rest The warmth was never really there, let's put our legs to rest
7.
02:33
You can tell me all that you want You can open up without pressure Cherry tells me that I'm feeling up With a heart that's running down my sleeve It's all okay I will keep on fooling you Let's keep the pace I don't want to slow down, I don't want to face the truth When I move to cherry thoroughfare I'm not gonna breathe without the right look Forget the time and dress to impress Feeling like a Friday on a Monday It's all okay Oh, I will keep on fooling you Let's keep the pace I don't want to slow down, I don't want to face the truth
8.
04:29
The living soul in the scene, shimmers as you look fixedly At a face with the marks from a fall, you catch her for a moment And drop to the ground, with no time to think Beaming out the sun from your eyes Mesmerised Mesmerised Stuck with a force from either side, trying to crush the pillars of my gut The tingling sensation in my lips, is a warning of how I might lose taste Pulsing down my neck, keeps me up all night And the pounding in my chest, is a heavenly beat Beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat, beat Intertwined and emotionally buttoned up Our hands are covered with sweat Loyal but devoid of empathy, with no reward I used to know you like the back of my hand The softness in your smile I remember like it was yesterday, but it's not The pasture keeps track of your steps If you stand long enough You become the earth beneath your feet, at the end One wishes to wake up at the start The other dreams of an end How I wish we could be at meridian, but we're not
9.
04:11
I'm not facing down, that's how I've been made It's not what I do, that's why we have to go Emotion in shells, with a lack of words There's one thing I've noticed, your eyes tell me more I'm not saying you are wrong Just it's so fucking hard to make it right This is going up and down, it's been a blast Third time lucky, it's really not that surprising Sleepless nights, light-headed some days Mornings are made for smoking a cigarette I'm not saying you are wrong Just it's so fucking hard to stay this strong I hope you're not seriously considering what you've told me That you feel so cheerless and dejected, and everything is going to shit Well it might seem impossible to fathom, but there is a way to get the fuck out Of feeling like you're heading for death valley, the way you've always been This is the start I'm not facing down, that's how I've been made It's not what I do, that's why we have to go
10.
There's one out there, the sweetest innocent face With eyes like pin dot pearls throughout the summer time You sometimes can't relate, but it's just not enough to separate I'd like to stick, stick around with you, stick around with you We tried to play god, to carry on and build a house where We can live until we're dead I'm not giving up the feeling of how you made me hit the ceiling The impact sent my body reeling I can't stop my eyes from bleeding
11.
Come off the curb, take the fast track Your voice changes, breathing underneath Little as you, little of me Your pitch bends In between the coils I'm pretty and young Oh, all you need, unexpectedly grim All you need Conversation's a stretch, you've stopped paying attention Smiling and spiralling gravity turned, reaching the ground The very best is yet to come, the rest has yet to go Little as you and a little of me Your pitch bends Oh, all you need, unexpectedly grim All you need The shock value, and lack of control Makes you wish that things were better than How you were, at that time But that's all part of finding who you are
12.
I am here, you're not even close All your stuff is scattered about this place Every day I see you, not the way I want It is not possible to get a good night's rest Even though it's not too long before we carry on The centre of my chest, it is starting to crack It's starting to hurt, I hope it doesn't last this time Every day I see you, not the way I want It is not possible to get a good night's rest This was not in the plans of our little minds We at least are still together in our hearts Together in our hearts Our hearts
13.
The endless morning streets are Blurry and grey The daily dose of autumn air Keep me that way Coffees in the cold are Making me weak The daily dose of sentiment Keep me that way I could time and time again Tear you up Or I could break the glass For a new start I could time and time again Tear you up Or I could break the glass For a new start The corner of the street across The end of the world Seeing you is where I thought The world began It's weird that at the start it felt Like a dream There's only one way it concludes Rise and shine I could time and time again Tear you up Or I could break the glass For a new start I could time and time again Tear you up Or I could break the glass For a new start

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Still a tangled melancholic.

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released August 17, 2016

Track 2 featuring Chaz Fisher on backing guitar.

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Filip Oscar Colchester, UK

Pawel "FILIP OSCAR" Osmolski (born May 12, 1983) is an English composer, singer-songwriter and multi-instrumentalist.

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