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Ice Queen
03:34
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Let's make the time, to wash each other of the dirt that is in us
Destitute and wet, the surface of our skin is starting to glow red
When the sun is ready to burn out and all the heat has gone in me
The jetted moment will end with something beautiful for all to see
You; know; I; that I can't go away
I can't seem to sleep, I'm messed up with anxiety and it kills me
As crazy as it sounds, I'm waiting for the ice queen to melt down
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2. |
Tear Down
04:34
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Tear down the blinds of your mind
Once you're out of anomie and clout
I'm sorry, but it's been too long, I'd rather disappear
Elevate yourself but don't lose discipline
I cannot force myself to smile when twisted up
I'm sorry, I don't want distrust, I'd rather disappear into wanderlust
Losing count of all the times I sat and spent an hour
I don't want to dwell upon it but you just make me mad
I'm sorry, I don't want distrust, I'd rather disappear into wanderlust
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3. |
Edwin
06:07
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You want to drift away (x4)
Drift away (x4)
(Instrumental)
Wake my insides, ignite your green eyes
I was taken away to the last place on earth
You can stop me shivering with your one eyed blink
and keep me breathing when we're fading out
(OOoooohh's)
Bloody tide let down and cannot move into reverie of red and black
Edwin could be me or even you, well it's me, yes I'm him, now you know that it's me
Standing out in the fall you made me faint
Suddenly I had realised how to feel
Now that I have come out of my shell
There are no more jitters to twist my words
(Guitar build-up)
Now that I've made you immortal, you are no longer a blood doll
The lust as you're pushed by the hunger, come and we'll prey on the wight
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4. |
Butterflies
03:34
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Burying eyes with the wave of your hand
Is to make one at peace with earth
To push or ignore with a dishonest smile
Shows an opposite side to you
This life is a dream, surpress yourself
Just rip off your clothes, to see and believe
You're looking pale
You're reaching out (x2)
Tasteless and crazy
This life all around (x2)
The edge of contempt is the edge of a blade
To manage yourself inside
Forget all that's said and believe all you read
You're sinking beneath the bed
The sight of some hope, really exist
You're trying to move, your legs and your arms
You're looking pale
You're reaching out (x2)
Tasteless and crazy
This life all around (x2)
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5. |
Patriarch of Us
03:51
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An imaginary depressive demure and itching to forget
That I'm just up and down with the varying notes of my voice
Fall back from the dizzying heights
Fall back from the dizzying heights
Picked up by the treads of my crack boots as
I come home and crash into the gates
but it's spewed out on the rubble and stepped on
every day as I walk out of my front door
This is the price to have your roots poisoned by your guilty hands
Whilst the lines on your lips stay moist with your drool and vicious stare
Fall back from the dizzying heights
Fall back from the dizzying heights
Break sweat and break off all ties and put your arms around
me as enslaving chaos held together by
both sides of you and this spit can wash dirt down
the plug hole to the patriarch of us
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6. |
Equanimity
02:53
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I met you in the garden
Slumped laying down right beside you
You stared me down with the craziest smile
and told me that I was your king
I felt you dig inside me like twelve volts are drilling through my chest
You pulled me to the back of your mind where we'd be in equanimity
I remarked that I wasn't conscious
and my acumen was not in check
Frightened that this might be a hornet's nest
and I suspected that you were the queen
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7. |
A Harrow Spell
05:17
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Pins and stencils
All go in a pot to keep
Tiny worms
Picked out from your ears
Living on a patch of hail
Whilst scratching at the choking grass
Pushing, crushing
Crumbling from a muddy trip
Painful baggage
Dripping from a horror shower (and)
(Dream poetry)
We didn't want to open our mouths to see if we could
still breathe, but we did, and it was inevitable.
We started gently lifting off away from the surface
as the vacuum took us, becoming further pressured,
ice cold, with our arms around each other, eyes closed,
we froze together in space.
I woke up.
A harrow spell
The tender love of peaceful owls
The starting ticks
While I sit idly by
And fall out of this world
And fall out of this world
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8. |
Honeycomb
03:35
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So you may think this turns
An awkward angle, bent in shape
The busy mind of a deep soul
Is the lazy mind of beauty
But of all the time in the world
We can't escape the distance
Onto the ground where you'd stare
If your fingers could spark the air
It would create a honeycomb
And pour out the purest springs
With sight I'm sold by your eyes
And stuck around your arms and thighs
The buzz from breathing in
Self-suffering euphoria
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9. |
Blackouts (Dressed Up)
02:47
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Cold ripped acid tense and tired
Damaged written and with absolute power
Burning trails of governed people
You know you have been trying too hard
Weathered abused surface like red eyes
but not something that can be removed
Pour hard shells and contradict again
and again these words are a kind of sickness
Crazy burnt adolescence with words, blackouts in heaven
My head was brought to a stand still
One day maybe today self seeding
Reinsert without self loathing
I've gone way past what I have dressed up and (x3)
I've gone way past what I have been dressed up in
what I have been dressed up in (x3)
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10. |
Early Bird
04:04
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Faster than your life
Free will
Leave us ill and hollow
One day it will be
Different for the rest
More lost than their lost
You're a missing person
Clean up the woods
Scout the hills and wilds
Never to be found
Maybe I am one of them
Mortified and bashful
Silly unmistake
Different way to rest
Your profound judgment
Made me shake and move
I only think of you
When I'm scared to hell
It hits me like a gun
When I see your face
Alt. Verse
Out to the sky
Out to the heavens
Scout the hills and wilds
Never to be found
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11. |
Ribbon Tail
05:27
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Lay listening to the touch of voice by your face, and
You can't stay without your golden crown
That's not even yours,
Placed without a care
Sing lightly to the sound of love by your heart, and
You can't stay without your diamond ring
That's not even yours,
Placed without a care
I wont give in to this magic hurt
Cut off your ribbon tail and fly
Free one only for the kingdom to re-live, she'll
thrive, gladly guard and save; the honest type
No one ever feared,
No one ever saw
Sweet lies are told by the sweetest eyes I've ever seen, then
All your luck went down when the poor old witch
Took the crown from you,
Snatched it from your head
I wont give in to this magic hurt
Cut off your ribbon tail and fly
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12. |
Edges of My Lips
03:53
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I jumped into a hole in the ground
the biggest hole I've ever seen
straight after cutting into stone
It felt prodigious to be
sucked into wishing to be free
waiting for a new excuse to open up and scream
How can you miss out on the chance to fall into your lovers arms,
and break through the frozen ice above your head, I don't know
Dark gathering clouds above you
emaciated will and empty tears
after reading empty words
You attenuate my placid eyes
you burn away the edges of my lips
to draw my portrait into rust
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13. |
Abscond
03:05
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I'm woken with a pinch to the skin
With dry eyes and morning hair
The first thought is always the same
How will I pass the day away
The constant anxiety
And irrationality can seem
To push mixed episodes in me
A certain slightly stupid girl
I don't want to make you worry now
Stuck with inadaquate use of tongue
Neurotic superego pushing inside
Until I've bowled down the highway
(Feeling you, feeling me, feeling new)
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14. |
Winter Rain
04:04
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Silence reads off emptyness
Stay awake and work on readyness
It's not ok to leave it far behind
Coz it will be swept by winter rain
Where's the covent warmth before
Lost to nature's withered heart
Cloudy for a thousand days
Feel the breeze as if it's freezing you
It's not ok to leave it far behind
Coz it will be swept by winter rain
(Chorus then Outro)
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15. |
Tangleheart
04:01
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I'm not sending letters to you, takes up too much of my time to explain what had gone wrong
You'll see that all you need to do is come down on your motorcycle bike, strapped in leather clothes
Strangely you stare blankly at me, your breath is freezing my eyes
Do you want to know where I went? can you bear to hear? it's somewhere you can't see
Soft, warm and innocently crawling without stress, a world where I feel free
Strangely you stare blankly at me, your breath is freezing my eyes
Cinnamon and bread, Tangleheart and doubt, loose screws in my head are quietly falling out
You saw my wilted rose and frown and couldn't keep it in, I've never felt ok
I dont think it's possible to see past this inbalance of my mind, please don't carry on
Strangely you stare blankly at me, your breath is freezing my eyelids shut
Cinnamon and bread, Tangleheart and doubt, loose screws in my head are quietly falling out
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16. |
Jobian
03:43
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Cooked alive, gas mark death
Devil's horn stuck in your head
Eyeliner and painted nails
This is how you got your name
(Main Chorus)
You'd rather wish yourself away
Make all the others pay
Look at me I'm lifeless
Touch me all you want
Paper thin with ice cold bones
All because you hardly eat
Bloody burnt beneath your will
You've spent too many times with me
It's so easy to breathe lies
To latch on to an easy soul
(Outro)
You'd rather wish yourself away
Make all the others pay
You'd rather wish yourself away
Make all the others pay
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17. |
Glowgirl
03:28
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Breathing in I thought I heard a rhyme
Maybe all I heard was in my head
Glowing yellow eyes, momentary blissful
Clinging on till life clings onto you
Waiting long enough till you drop dead
Startling to discover such beautiful
Feelings afterwards and snowfall hearts
Half the sun off the sky
Hold our burning hands and off we dive
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18. |
Mourning Morning
04:41
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I found a late winner
It's not a repeat
I wouldn't spend myself
This is not, this is not my
This is not my place
Blew open and whistled
Free clinging on edges
She has only been that way, where
This is not, this is not my
This is not my place
(Main Chorus)
Where I can feel anything real
Where I can be all who I want to x2
Endless aiming, with bad habits
Please don't bend with closed arms
Mourning endlessly relentless
Just be glad that this is not real
Reading from burnt papers
They've come from your heart
You know you'll stay around, where
This is our, this is our own
This is our own place
(Back to main chorus then outro)
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19. |
Aniseed
03:25
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Filip Oscar Colchester, UK
Pawel "FILIP OSCAR" Osmolski (born May 12, 1983) is an English composer, singer-songwriter and multi-instrumentalist.
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